I read this tonight and something just washed over me… like God quietly touched the sorest part of my heart.
Right now, disappointment feels louder than anything. A “normal” test. The same screaming pain. No answers. I feel forgotten and unfixable.
I am not at the place where this feels like divine protection… but a tiny part of me is clinging to the hope that maybe He closed this door because He sees a danger I can’t. So tonight my prayer is simple…
God, help me hold on when disappointment is all I can see. Help my heart believe You are protecting me even when it feels like everything is falling apart.
