Tired, Still Here
Dear 2026, What a year it’s been… except I feel like I’ve been saying that every year for the last several. I don’t feel ready to meet you yet. I’m…
Bah humbug
I don’t feel Christmas this year. I see it. The lights are up. The tree is there. The calendar keeps moving closer whether I’m ready or not. But inside, I…
Be Rooted in God’s Plan
Her True Worth I read this tonight and something just washed over me… like God quietly touched the sorest part of my heart. Right now, disappointment feels louder than anything.…
The Silence After “I Have No Idea”
I have had a couple of days to process all of this. I am still upset. I am still on the verge of tears at any given moment. I still…
Hope in a Prep Room
I am sitting in a prep room right now, waiting for them to access my port and wheel me back so they can thread a catheter into my left renal…