I’m Not Just Tired… I’m Carrying Too Much
The word “tired” doesn’t fully express my feelings, despite my repeated use of it. Tiredness has taken over my body. Exhaustion derives from pain; it does not request, nor does…
I’m Existing
I'm Existing This seems to be a common thing lately. There is no hiding it. There is no faking it. Living like this for so long has affected my mood.…
Itch. Tape. Pain... & Prayers.
Starting the Year in Survival Mode
New year is coming in strong… and not in the cute, glittery way people post about. We went to bed minutes after midnight. The house was quiet, the kind of…
When 99.5 Feels Like 105
Yesterday afternoon I didn’t feel very well… but I tried to talk myself out of it. I told myself I was just tired. That I’d pushed too hard. That my…
The Silence After “I Have No Idea”
I have had a couple of days to process all of this. I am still upset. I am still on the verge of tears at any given moment. I still…